Friday, December 08, 2023

Evaluation fun


 So the VA pays outside mental health professionals to conduct evaluations to see if what we’re asking for in a PTSD claim is, in fact worthy.

I’m OK with that and was ready and on time, even a bit early for our online discussion. 

While I was prepared - I quickly realized I wasn’t ready for what happened when it ended. 

The 46 minute Q&A session was, well thorough. We talked about every piece of negativity I’ve dealt with for my entire life. Including the times of darkness when I considered suicide.

Needless to say, when the session ended my head was not in the best of places. 

It took me 15 minutes to settle and center myself to open my office door and invite the rest of my work day in. 

I got a few important things done- but wow. 

It’s now 11 hours after and it’s still bothering me. 

So be prepared. 

Recounting your past pain can easily stir things up. 

Good luck. I hope my sharing some insight is helping. 

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