So this week there are two new health concerns, one - and the one that bothers me the most - involves scarring on my lungs and a fear that it is asbestos related. The process of determining if it's related to asbestos is going to take a while... in the meantime we wait, continue to cough, continue to take steroids, and deal with the stomach shit from that - and wait some more.
I was looking forward to a VetsCenter counseling appointment this week, but it got pushed to January.
Why is it that when these appointments get canceled or pushed I fall apart?
It's exhausting.
I'm tired.
I really need to get away, go camping, sit at a fire and just veg until I smell like a half burned log.
Will I sleep better? I don't know. But I'd like to find out.
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