...are a struggle.
I just want to quit dealing with people and their crap.
Once you are pinned down in life and death choices, and have to live with what you did in that moment all this other crap seems so ridiculous.
All I want to do is run away with my love and live life, be free and experience sights, sounds and feelings of awe and appreciation. Quietly.
The fact that I can't, and need to continue getting up and going to work - and continue to have to be there for others... when all I want is to be there for her and for me - and our family.
Not punching a clock, or answering to others needs.
It’s so freaking frustrating to reach a certain age and still be beholden to economic and societal structures just to pay bills for things that I really don’t want anyway.
And some of these people… I just want to punch them in the throat.
They're all twisted up for the most ridiculous reasons.
Relax already.
Damn I’m tired.
